Love Of A Lifetime?

Recently a spate of events sets me thinking.. 

wat will happen to my dear when i pass on? Will there be another love one in his life? How soon will that be? Will I still be his love?

On one hand I cant bear the thot of him with another gal.. but on the other hand I cant bear for him to suffer loneliness.. Dilemma... even thinking abt it now makes my heart ache.. 

Wedding Updates!

Opps! no updates for sooo long since the photoshoot.. one thg for sure i have *ahem* put back on all the weight i have lost for the photoshoot.. darn.. can only blame myself for the food binge right after the shoot.. haha.. the big day is in arnd 6 mths time.. got to buck up!

hokay back to the preparation works since the photoshoot! went to choose photos and after much pain we added only 21 photos even though we definitely loved more photos than those we have settled on.. cant believe we actually spent 5hrs at the BS just to select the photos and bargain top-up prices *phew*.. so total 61 pics! shd be enough to have a decent album bah..

abt another mth later we went to see the album design layout.. din actually know wat to look out for.. suggested some changes here & there and dat's it! now waiting for the portrait and album to be ready.. here's the raw copy of one of the photos we quite like.. the final copy is actually edited to 70s retro style but i dun have the soft copy yet..

next thg up: the wedding car.. this is my dear's task and he has confirmed the VW New Beetle Cabriolet! Niceeeee! I like...